Nothing made much sense to me until i figured i had “those experiences”, and i understood i had those all my life when i eventually had a really intense one.
I see how one could decline such events as religious, spiritual, cosmic, artistic or else, and i imagine the impact this can have, both personally and socially, much like the risks implied in both. Thus, i have no prospects of social action related to these experiences beyond those of informing my pro-sociality of their contents, and i like this idea a lot.
I can imagine a lot of people could have been doing the same, as the theme of “seeing the same truths, and getting to the same conclusions” is pretty common when talking about these experiences, so i imagine that people with a relation to these experiences could be in any number at any given time, in any given context, and with any kind of knowledge about it.
To me it is very unclear how prevalent this is because, now that i talk about it, i find people that share these experiences, and i wonder where they all were before. Maybe i wasn’t in the situation i could understand when told about it, maybe i didn’t want to hear about it, or maybe i wasn’t open to some kinds of interpretation, so i refused the symbol together with the idea.
I always tried to inform my life of my morals, philosophy and politics and knowledge, so i think i want to welcome this new aspect and add it to the others. I also think it’s exciting, on par with, and aligned to, a lot of ideas and habits i already had to begin with, and that much makes sense even just in the sense that i’m the same person thinking about this, lmao.
Also, i think a lot of people (maybe most) feel like i feel now as their normal condition, hence they don’t even need to think much of it. That must be why so many people are nice in general.
I don’t know where any of this goes, and it is kind of scary, but it is also very much pleasing and fascinating, and it’s helping me with experiencing arts, so yeah i think i’ll stick to it for a while and see. :p